So it goes

Wed, 02 3rd, 2010 @ 13:30
: things are good.

:)

Thu, 01 28th, 2010 @ 10:09
: SNOW

Sun, 01 10th, 2010 @ 02:16
: im watching a live stream of house by someone from 4chan

house, metroid, 4chan

pretty much all i spend my time on these days

Thu, 12 31st, 2009 @ 23:39
: this is how much i miss high school right now
dear future paul:

if you don't miss high school,

fuck you.

Mon, 12 28th, 2009 @ 12:52
: i had a dream that my cat's new home was eastern, and i had to keep him in my room so i wouldn't get in trouble. this made him very unhappy, and by the end of the dream he was under my bed not moving. i went back to wallingford without him because i couldnt get him out from under the bed.

i was very happy to see him this morning.

Wed, 12 23rd, 2009 @ 18:44
:

when I look back now
at the abuse I took from
her
I feel shame that I was so
innocent,
but I must say
she did match me drink for
drink,
and I realized that her life
her feelings for things
had been ruined
along the way
and that I was no mare than a
temporary
companion;
she was ten years older
and mortally hurt by the past
and the present;
she treated me badly:
desertion, other
men;
she brought me immense
pain,
continually;
she lied, stole;
there was desertion,
other men,
yet we had our moments; and
our little soap opera ended
with her in a coma
in the hospital,
and I sat at her bed
for hours
talking to her,
and then she opened her eyes
and saw me:
"I knew it would be you,"
she said.
then she closed her
eyes.

the next day she was
dead.

I drank alone
for two years
after that.

Mon, 12 21st, 2009 @ 22:04
: photography
on facebook and deviantart, my picture-a-day thing has been renewed, and these are some pictures i felt the need to share.

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Mon, 12 21st, 2009 @ 21:53
: me existing and it being december 24th don't make sense at the same time

Tue, 12 15th, 2009 @ 01:22
: suddenly its more like S1 house/cameron or S6 house/cuddy.

Sun, 12 6th, 2009 @ 11:09
:

Thu, 11 26th, 2009 @ 00:49
: did you expect it all to stop
at the wave of your hand?
like the sun's just gonna drop
if it's night you demand


at my dad's house, finding it hard to sleep in my bed without the radio to distract me from where she used to be







in this room
the hours of love
still make shadows

Fri, 11 13th, 2009 @ 19:31
: my room fucking reeks of blueberry muffins.

Tue, 11 10th, 2009 @ 00:50
: But me, I'm a single cell on the serpent's tongue
There's a muddy field where a garden was
And I'm glad you got away but I'm still stuck out here
My clothes are soaking wet from your brother's tears

And I never thought this life was possible
You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for





why now is this happening, what was it about last night

Tue, 10 27th, 2009 @ 15:51
: fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern fuck eastern

Wed, 10 21st, 2009 @ 08:22
: fuckin i just slept from 5 pm to 8 am.

roni's fault for putting me in sleep mode and then leaving at like 7 pm.

also holy shit my mom got me cat's cradle and breakfast of champions for my birthday

my sister got me a shirt with a NE flag on it

and im up at 8 am so that's probably good, i doubt i would have gotten any work done last night had i been awake

[ETA:] its good that i slept from 5 to 8 because i didnt have cigarettes or money anyway.

holy shit NPR got 8000 dollars in donations this morning. their goal was 1500.

[ETA:] i really fuckin hate how some people pronounce it "Dublyoo Enn Pyar"

Wed, 10 7th, 2009 @ 20:24
: she's not here. she's not watching.

why am i telling myself that. it's useless.

Tue, 10 6th, 2009 @ 21:45
: It's not that you could have me if you wanted me, it's that you already have me.

Sat, 10 3rd, 2009 @ 14:03
: like mice the smokers hide and tunnel through crevices and stairwells of low rise to escape the wind and the rain

Tue, 08 25th, 2009 @ 13:29
: if only this had started earlier in the summer.

Thu, 08 13th, 2009 @ 12:57
: http://community.livejournal.com/linguaphiles/4663634.html

if you please, respond to this because i want to know as many answers as possible

Tue, 07 28th, 2009 @ 00:58
: i got a new icon, it's not my default though so here it is



apparently this was new england's flag in the revolutionary war?

(not including the text, obviously)

Tue, 06 30th, 2009 @ 16:52
: You: i can has?
Stranger: I can't understand you, dear
Stranger: stop with the lolcatz talk
You: oh terribly sorry
Stranger: now you're going for british, aren't you
You: uh
You: uh
You: uh
You: GOTTA GO

Thu, 06 4th, 2009 @ 17:45
: my imagining of metroid 5, because this is important to you
so

metroid 5 as i would like it

a 2.5-D sidescroller on the DS

taking place after fusion, as it would have to since fusion is metroid 4

the main adversary is sylux, even though the appearance of sylux in corruption predates metroid 2, 3, and 4

the federation is no longer samus' good buddy

the main boss is some kind of crazy-altered version of the queen metroid from metroid 2

the crazy-altered queen metroid would be crazy-altered by the federation, since they were revealed to be experimenting with genetically engineering metroids

maybe X is involved too, somehow? i would really like to see the X take on a similar role as the flood in halo, later in the storyline.


will any of this happen?

DEFINITELY NOT

Tue, 05 26th, 2009 @ 15:03
: -1 family

Thu, 05 21st, 2009 @ 16:54
: Enrollments swell as
Grad school seems reasonable
To delay the pain

-"carrie clarady"

http://www.npr.org/blogs/money/2009/05/comments/the_poetry_of_economy.html